Love, Sex & Other Fears

Take Me Back To The Night We Met There are some things I know for certain:  always throw spilled salt over your left shoulder,  keep rosemary by your garden gate,  plant lavender for luck,  and fall in love whenever you can. Practical Magic (1998) If you dance, I'll dance And if you don't, I'll dance anyway Give peace a chance Let the fear you have fall away I've got my eye on you I've got my eye on you If you go, I'll stay You come back, I'll be right here Like a barge at sea In the storm, I stay clear 'Cause I've got my mind on you I've got my mind on you Lana Del Rey - Say Yes To Heaven As I'm writing this, I can still feel the pleasant pain on my butt from his slaps and pinches. I'm surrounded by so many balloons and the remains of the ones that exploded last night during the party. Lots of spilled alcohol everywhere, snacks, amazing gifts from my wonderful, wonderful friends, with a small bag hiding a special gift from him.  Yesterda...

No. He's everything you want He's everything you need He's everything inside of you That you wish you could be He says all the right things At exactly the right time But he means nothing to you And you don't know why Vertical Horizon - Everything You Want If you want to meet "the one", apparently you shouldn't feel any spark on the first date. You should see them  for a gargantuan amount of time - three months,  without having sex, to know for sure it's actually going to last and that sex wasn't the only fuel keeping you two going on. You should feel calm, not sweetly anxious, before seeing them.  They should speak highly and with respect of their ex, and if they still stay in touch, it's a green flag, but also they should be totally over them. You can't be texting with them all the time, it's very unhealthy, and you have to remember, that if you get 100% of that at the beginning, having it all at once already, what you get later can on...

Eat Me   And it's my whole heart Weighed and measured inside And it's an old scar Trying to bleach it out And it's my whole heart Deemed and delivered a crime I'm on trial, waiting 'til the beat comes out I'm on trial, waiting 'til the beat comes out Florence + The Machine - Which Witch When I match with them, the next thing that happens is nothing. In most cases. I already talked to half of the gays in Warsaw, so when we match for the 10th time already, we both know it's just out of courtesy at this point, because none of us is interested enough in the other one to make it happen. But there are still new and fresh faces coming once in a while, so from time to time I get someone new on my billboard. To be honest, I always got someone, but I can't be cocky about it, as none of them lasts more than a few weeks. Someone once asked why men are nice to you only for three weeks? Someone else replied: It's the end of the free trial version . And in most...

Televisa Presenta I stay out too late Got nothing in my brain That's what people say That's what people say I go on too many dates But I can't make them stay At least that's what people say That's what people say But I keep cruising Can't stop, won't stop moving It's like I got this music in my mind Saying it's gonna be a lright Taylor Swift - Shake It Off Oops! You missed a match! No tf I didn't.   I was told by one guy, jokingly of course, that I should sit my ass down and listen to Reputation album by Taylor Swift. Because I have met plenty of guys he knew already, and while we were on our date, I had to hide a few times as I saw at the bar some guys I ghosted, so he just mocked me for it. Well, yes, in my search of love I met countless men, even more I ignored, blocked, ghosted or horribly stood up. Or promised a date, and then deleted my account because I wanted to take a break, just forgot to say goodbye. Same goes the other way around, of...